That's why it's so sad that today, teenage depression continues to soar, along with suicide, drinking and drug use, obesity and anorexia and other eating disorders, bullying, sexual behavior and pregnancy, low self-worth and low self-esteem, a growing distance between parents and their children, as well as all the other nasty things in life. I regularly visit schools and interact with the many children who are battling through these problems, and it's so sad to see. This is unfortunately our reality today. What's even sadder is often children suffer alone and parents don't realize what going on under the surface.
So was I and many, many, many others. So you are not alone. Your nerves are actually quite normal. You are just a human being like all the rest of us and all the great speakers out there. If I was there with you now, I'd give you a hug and some words of encouragement, and if you're lucky, maybe a pat on the bum.